thoughts

Well, today makes 4 weeks since Paul passed away. That just seems crazy! I have listened to his music more in these 4 weeks than ever before except, of course, for when he was recording it. Then it was not a choice and there was no escape. I loved it always though. In listening to the songs something has struck me as ironic. Some of the songs on this latest cd from 2008 were written much earlier and a few were new. Some of them almost seem to foreshadow what played out in Paul's life. I know that this is not that unusual considering we usually write from our experiences but that doesn't usually foreshadow events it recalls them. I don't know what to make of it if anything I just think it is a testament to the power we all have in our lives to intuitively know that the universe is always listening to us and giving us messages. Maybe it is just because my week has been uber immersed in Paul's music stuff in all kinds of ways so I am more in tune to it and to the situation. If you have the Airline Bungalow cd I especially find this true of the song Ready to Go. Anyway, I just miss my honey singing and playing The Beatles or David Bowie's Ziggy Stardust for me. I also seriously miss watching HGTV's ColorSplash ,really, That Metal Show, Gene Simmons Family Jewels and The Office with him. Those were the only shows we watched regularly.
Okay I am listening to that song again and I remember him writing this song. I think I know what it was about but it is so weird how it seems to eerily fit the last 21/2 years. Ok time to move on. I have to say he ROCKED the guitar!!!!